Had i always remind myself to stay strong.
And i tell you , it had never been easy staying strong.
I've been betrayed by both of them ,
yet still,i wonder why .
Because of them ,i no longer trust anyone .
I was simply in a vulnerable position.
Millions of words could describe me how i felt that day .
Unfortunately,No one knew.
Because of both of them i no longer trust anyone.
But only my mum and Allah .
He heard my prayers,he answered my prayers.
And Alhamdulillah , it was answered.
Although i didt shared it with my mum,she was there to give me love and care ,thats all i needed.
Rather than lies and betrays.
Both of them gave me that.
Thank god both of you blew it.
And i doodged the bullet .
Glad you both showed it .
& i saw the real you.
I thought that she was my true friend.
I thought so.
Now,she used to be my friend.
I thought he would never do it again.
i thought so .
And he did.
There was a time , i thought you did everything right.
No lies.
No wrongs.
I guess i've been out of my mind.
I knew it . I knew it all along.
Honestly , i just dont want to believe it.
Yet still,till now.
It seem so hard for me to forgive both of you .
God damn it.
Its just magnificient of what both of you are capable of doing.
You both take me by surprise,really .
Its like a roller coaster ride expect , i dont know where it ends.
I admit i was impressionable.
Well, we are humans and we exposed to different kind of people.
i just wanna say thanks for hating and hurting me
because your hurt and hate gave me strength and made me stronger .
I bet it sucks to be you right now.
May god bless both of you .
"Forgiveness might make us look weak . But the weakest person is the one who holds anger,hatred,&revenge"
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Had i always remind myself to stay strong.