I'm sorry for crestfallen you.
you know , i celebrated my SIXTEEN birthday 12 days ago. Well yes , centuries ago,mind that :)
Thank you for those who had given me presents/wishes. I love you all :')
I realize that when you turn 16 , you began to see things clearly and understand the meaning of life. Believe me . Things just change in a splint second , even your thinking changes.
It really felt like as if you turn a new leave . Im taking my N level this year and having high expectation from my loves ones,especially my parents. Yes , it motivate me more but at the same time , you would not like to disappoint your love ones.
I made my parents,team mates ,coach and even myself disheartened on Saturday's game.
My mind is still on that .
Knowing that you can perform much better,ending up letting myself and the others down .
It was a down pour . Not to mention that after playing hockey for years , it was the first time my family came down for my game and to watch me play .
But,i somehow knew that , everything that i do Effects the people around me.
I wish my parents can be understanding , but its hard to communicate , when the age gap is enormous.
They are understanding at times ,i feel like its a miracle when they understood.
Like woah.
In life ,when you fall ,
you know you had to get back up .
you had too. No choice .
Mistakes happen .
Life is not what you think it is.
yes when you wrote in a piece of paper,you can cancel or erase it and
throw it inside the bin.
FACE IT ! this is reality.
I know its compacted to manage problems in life.
But we had to face it..
yeah , i wish that things can be undone but i forgot , this is reality not a fairytale.
xoxo,
Syaieqah.Labels: swallow your pride
