:'(
I have to pick myself up,but where do i start?
Cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart.
Im falling heads over heels,
this pain is killing me.
No , i cant take it anymore.
This pain is beautiful.
Let me adore.
Even if it hurts.
Even if i break down
Even if i already had given up on both of them.
Im sorry i had given up on you,
i can't take it anymore.
it took me 14 years to know myself.
yes,14.
Im a girl who light her own darkness.
I walk alone when im down.
I sing when im happy , when im upset.
I cry when i cant take it.
Im a girl who kept her secrets inside a treasure box.
Im a girl who wont be panic if i were to be alone in an isolated island.
I cry in the dark.
I fight while i can fight.
I gave up on everything i had just to breathe.
You will see my true colours if you spent 2 years with me.
You would knew who i am , who i was , what i've done,what i've siad.what i've regret on.
The People whom have know me the best is my Hockey Boys&Girls,my badge.
They knew me very very well.
On how i react ,feel. knew,every little thing.
Im sad and sorry to say that ,
my parents only knew what i want.
But they dont know what i need.
i dont know who i am anymore.
i dont know what both of them wants.
it would take you 6 years to know my whole life.
It would take you 2hours until i talk to you when im down.
I love hugs when im crying.
And now,i need my Hockey Girls :'(
im a giirl who does'nt mind getting hurt.
Im trying to stay calm.
i just .....
need
a
shoulder
to
cry on
:'(
This is what happens when a tornado meets a Volcano.
Happy 1st Year To Arwah AmirulHafiq.
We miss you as much as you miss us.
Today , some of us will be going to you grave yard :')
you know i miss you , the jokes that you always had. Our Msn Chats , we talk craps :')
But you know, we will all remember you.
Assalamualaikum Arwah,
Al-Fateha.
AmirulHafiq Bin Azhar.
1st October 2009.
a day that we all cried on each others shoulders.
A day wherby i lost a team mates.
A young 15 year old teenage boy,lost his life at the age of 15.
Yes he was too young to pass away... :'(
:')
you know , we love you
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