Dear Allah ,If its pain his suffering , take him with you , cause i can't bare seeing him in pain any longer. I rather let him go rather than seeing him in a bad condition. Cause , when his with you , though you might test him , He'll rest in peace , He'll be fine . To Allah We Belong To Allah we return . You made us all , therefore i'll accept if you take us back for you had gave us freedom in the world. He is suffering , my hands are open for you to take him and i am ready . Non of us felt whats he's feeling now. We only saw the pain , but him , he's going through worse. Allah , take care of him , will you? Syai redha sesungguhnye. Kerane syai tahu , Allah sayangkan die lebih dari kite menyayanginye. Though when you leave, we all would cry our hearts out , BUT we all know you'll be fine, I used to beg Allah not to let you go away from us , but then i realised , i dont want you to suffer anymore . Atok , you've been a great grandfather , you would always watch football with me , entertain me when im bored with all your magic tricks. Its killing me badly , deep inside it hurts , but its for your best . Allah , im tired of crying , please make me stronger , please let me have the strength to face your obstacles in life. Please make my family stay calm , make them strong. Don't let them feel that they've lost their hopes. Atok had been a great leader for the whole family . ABDUL RAZAK's Family , Atok , dont you know that you set a big impact to all of us , your presence means something so great to us.Im sorry for being a bad grandaughter . It seem like it was just yesterday i saw your face , if only i knew what i knew today,i would hold you in my arms , i would take the pain away , thank you for all you've done , forgive all my mistakes. I'd do anything to hear your voice again. I just could'nt do and i've hurt myself . Somedays i feel broke inside but i won't admit. Sometimes i just want to hide cause its you that i miss :( . And its hard to say goodbye when it comes to this. Tell me i was wrong. Help me understand.Are you looking down upon me?Are you proud of who i am?Theres nothing i want to do,to have just one more chance,to look into your eyes and see you looking back. I i had just one more day , i would tell you how much i miss you since you've been away. Im sorry for everything Atok , forgive me :'(Allah , hear my prayers. Allah , hantar malaikat jage Atok? Allah , hantar malaikat untuk dengar doa doa kami? Allah , jage Atok . Allah , kuatkan lah syai . :'(Labels: i love you atok very much
