i am a self-centred person , am i? hmm , guess so. oh i am . sorry , i am blind. :(
im done trying , i am done crying. I need to stay strong , and i will.
I am gonna stand on my on feet , face the obstacles on my own . What for try right ? trying really hard to get over it . For what had happened indeed i am to blame. Never thought that it will have to face this . Never imagined. I had fall,now i gotta pick myself up and the small pieces and fixed it back into one . With every second , that i breathe , i only think of how am i gonna survive now?
i cried , yes i did, am hating myself now.
But somehow , somehow,just somehow , my team had been a great team .
The ones i had loved since the day i took up hockey & floorball.
I realize, theres no use for me to try no more.
Neither , to cry and to be blue .
cause i know.
My teammates had never adore seeing me in a condition like this.
neither could i .
They stood by me for these past three days . comfort me , wipe my tears off.They would come to my class during break time and accompany me ,and gave their shoulder . they lend their ears, encourage me , just like how they do it inside the pitch . They made me smile even though deep inside it still hurts. They make me feel like i belong to myself and i can accept myself for being who i am . They had stood by me ,since i was 13 . They've seen me suffer , they've seen my tears , they have seen me struggle in life and had never even once back off ,instead they keep me believing. They pull me up when im down , lend their hands when i fall. Wipe my tears when i cried , tap my back if im down ,hug me ,to let me know they'll be there.
thank you for those people who had been there for me.,
MeeraMeyy,MieraKay,Syazzy,Amalina,Mia,Qyff,Ashraff,Aliph,Faiq,Shahid,Sapet,
Naddy,Mai ,Kak Fafa,Kak Tiq,Kumar,Dayah ,Rab,wan,Daniel
thank you :'( very much .
i gave up.
i am done here .
i know i am at fault .
People aren't perfect .
I am gonna be strong , i will stay strong .
I'll keep my fist up high .
I'll keep my chin up high .
My head would NO LONGER be down.
i am done trying .
Congrats of winning the bronze medal .
Could see they joy when you smile ,
that brought me down to tears .
Your hard work have paid off ,
This is only your first step ,
and I'll know I'll be seeing your face more.
For being successful.
A hardworking boy .
Whom had passion for football,
sacrifices everything just toachieve his dreams :')
Never fails to abuse his position .
Indeed , a guy with a great big heart,
big dreams.
a guy , whom i appreciate and had fade ,
forever from my life.
sorry i was a centred person ,
yah i guess i am.
with lots of love ,
SYAIEQAH .
:'( nights.
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