Nowdays,as i get older,and can see clearly into the black chasm of mortality that confronts us all. I am actively pleased to have people whom gave me advised. In fact, I'd quite like to have more , more people to gave me some advice. Cause , im scared if i loose my way. My direction , i dont want to forget my purpose in life,i dont wish too. Yes , it takes years to change , but a minute to realise. I've seen how much i've gone through in life. I knew how i was when i was a toddler. I know how notorious and hypocrate i was , last time. I realize how much i changed or grew. Am very delightful to went to Teck Whye , eventough my parents and family members look down in that school . But we have achieved so m much . Not to forgot , joining hockey , was a blessed for me. Meeting all the people , it felt like a big family . I had failed , achieving my parents commitments and targets , i had always pulled them down,i , i disappoint people. People whom had believe in me so much and had high hopes on me, im sorry that i cant be the person whom you expected me to be . It hurts though . Knowing that how much people had sacrifice for you and just did not make it . Well , i promise myself not to let my parents down and myselft too . Even if i fall , i need to get back up. Stay firm and move on . Don't Be afraid, afraid to fall . Because everyone in this world has fall,we all had been through ups and down . We all had strunggle. We all knew , what was pain , and how hard it is to get back up. Had i always known , how hard my parents had been through in life..
To radhi : thank you for the post , its sweet of you . Yes all you wrote was true. & hopefully and insyallah. I love you to my dear, lots. Love you bestbudd and bro . haha you're my everything lahh ^^
well , i know some of you might be wondering why im still with him?why i still want him? And i know some of you dislike me being with him after all the things he had done. Yes , i know what you've guys think aites? formspring people? wanna know just add me at my email ,
SYAIeqah@live.com dont be afraid , i wont bite . :) you can ask whatever you want to .
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