TO : ALL MY FRIENDS
I had find it really hard to be a friend , daughter and a sister , yet again i bring this matter up. Topic for today is, FRIEND. What is Friends? Friends , they are the one who have the will , the one whom brought you up , may not be there for you at times but , you'll most probably know they are there . Friends , they are the one whom make your day , make you laugh when you're sad , be as crazy as i am , the one whom understands you but would have not know me that well . The one that fights . As you realized , i used the word i and you . If you were to understand what i meant , it good for you so you would know what i am bragging about now. Okay , not brag .No , im not a tedious person whom choose friends . But people said i am . This few days people keep asking me question which i HATE to hear. Let me see 6 people had asked me . Yah , you think my mind is free ah right now? as if i never think bout my friends? God damn it , kau tukang tanye je, ape , tukang post woman? (no offence )Hais , angry and at the same time , im sad too . No its not them its me . I find it hard , i would't know the reasons , maybe i am trying so hard to be a friend? i know i nag alot , i know my decision . For what i've said believe me , listen to me. I know it maybe harsh at times , but its for your on good. sometimes you may feel that i am avoiding you , but im not .
Understand me for once . PLease i beg you. es i do miss spending time with you , i've admit .
But please ah , takmu pikir macam - macam . Fine , you may felt that i used you and throw you away , HA HA . jyeah right.
This is why i find it hard. I nag to my friend cause i care about you . To those who i have not nagged yet , maybe you are already okay or maybe i just dont care . My friends , they had alreacdy heard what i have to hear . SOMETIMES , it hurts alot .
SOMETIMES , i wonder why i have so much friends...
SOMETIMES , i blame myself .
iwonderwhy.
Listen to me for once , i know what i am doing.
I am not avoiding you .
Yes i need to give in to ALL my friends.
MAYBE , i am at fault.
This post goes to my friends .
Just letting you know i miss you guys alot , thats all.
i wish i could insert your name ,
the Six people ,
yeahs , some chatted with me asking me why i am avoiding them
they asked , why am i being unfair and arrogant.
they asked , wh i have changed
they asked why .
i asked myself why.
they asked , why i used her/him and throw them away.
they asked , why i like to hurt other people
they asked , why i dont spare a tought.
please. STOP
CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH .
;(
exam period plak tuh . grrr
I miss , someone .
Mia , where have you been , i wont judge why you are'nt with us , but
neh ,
nvm.
i understand .
i miss lots of people.
the only thing that i am afford to say is .
SORRY .
non are at fault.
i GUESS ,
i am .

SORRY IF GOT SPEELING ERRORS ! -.-

malas nak edit,

pandai pandai ah .