You said that i can be free ,
To follow my heart ,
Be whatever i want ,
As long as there is no sins that can be made ,
& now here i am crying just to remember what you
used to said.
i can still remember you telling me that i was the only one for you ,
'The
UnPerfect Daughter' .
You only know how to say father but not show.
I never had seen the Family Bonding no more.
& Now i know how brother felt.
That's why he would always go out with his friends.
While i am here infront of these laptop for 24 hours hoping someone that can comfort me.
& Now , i felt that you're heart of yours father , is'nt with me.
ever since you told me, im gonna tell you how it's been
don't talk to nobody,
not even my friends
i can't sleep,
and i don't even clean
i ain't had a good meal,
this is how you make me feel,
when your not here it's like you locked me up and threw away the key
and everywhere i turn it's like four walls are surrounding me
and there movin' in slowly,
i'm so lonely feels like i'm in some kind of prison.
If only I knew what I know today .
If only i can predict the future ; well who knows.
Hurt this much .
Tell me i was wrong , help me understand .
I am a 14 year old girl , going a teenange life which is the hardest part of life.
I just coul'nt do .
I need to understand you
&
you need to understand me.
So im telling you what is exactly on my mind.
With only one explanation , it tells it all.
With Love,
Syaieqah.Labels: ciner
