yesterday was arwah-arwah kenduri & it strikesIf I Ever Had 3 wishes.
If im true enough to tell,
If im strong enough to face,
If im brave enough to fall.
If only i could turn back time,
If only you undersrtand me.
To my dearest friends,
Im sorry if i had not shared my problems
My words are unspoken to be told.
& i know you hate seeing me in that condition.
Theres a lot you wouldt know,im having much problems
Give me some time.
& no Amira im not keeping anything neither im not changing.
Im not acting weird either.
Been trying to stay happy to smile everyday
But its hard & i tried.
But inside the sadness conqure.
Making me more sad then ever.
Being strong is not the main point of me.
I felt
Hurt
Sad
loosing grip
To fall
Broken
Fading
Gone as if i,
i no longer excist.
Im sorry to 2E for scolding you
You guys seemed to...
Forget it. Then came this one whole thing & im anoyyed & irritated by it
& it happen
By one after another
Maybe crying in the night would't solve anything
So,my problems im going to put it aside.
& jyea hopefully it would be the past.
& im not afraid keeping hold to my tears,
What Hurts The Most )':
My Greatest Fear Is To Ever Loose You
Its Hard to Live A Normal Live
But You Left.
Your Gone,Forever.
You Fade.
My only Wish was to turn back time
The only question was
Why you left.?
why did you left this world.?
You left & i know you wouldt come back.
& My Greatest Fear was to ever loose you
My Heart that couldt be arranged
My heart that was shattered.
The day i last saw you
The day that i step,
The day , the fist time i
Stand infront of your grave.
whereby i felt an angel coforting me when i cry.
Is there was ever a way that i could say sorry for
For, for the wrong thing that i've done.
Forgive my sins
Theres nothing i could do but just pray
To pray for you
Pray
Pray to God that you would be here apart of my life & keeping you safe
Mahligai itu ada di syurga kerana hanya kau yang ku cinta
Its Too late,Its Too strong.
Theres nothing i'd rather do than to be with you
My love for you wouldt fade my love.
A wish, i could go to your grave just one more time.
The first time i went there..
The atmosphere was relaxing,quite......
Suci sekali, aman,andainya kau rasa seindahnya ada bidadari yang berdiri di sebelah mu
dan seandainy ia berkata.
Biarlah mereka pergi,mereka adalah hamba Allah yang telah dirtarik nyawa.Ini adalah takdir yang harus kamu menganggap nya.Akan kau juga satu hari meniggali dunia ini.
You've Change My Whole Life
Aku Cuma Mampu untuk Berdoa.
)':
Goodbye readers
Take Care
Muah
With Love,
SYAIEQAH.
You never see me cried
Labels: Sadness
yesterday was arwah-arwah kenduri & it strikes