& You thought i care .
So I was sleeping & being awoken by Umar's call talking about game & i was sleepy & he keep repaet the same thing all over again & i only say
aah.
Today nothing much happen.Just watch the boys game from my house
was supposed to go woodlands but did't.
i miss grandma & grandad.
& they have alot of things at thier house like chocolates & all that.Like all of them are my favourite ^_^
This is what...gah !!!
To a boy who may no longer excist
i am a girl who is not afraid to get up.
Still i don't understand why.
Why you bring up the memories from the past that is now no longer there.
& why you always say the same thing all over & you know it hurts.
I may not keep the promise
So as you.
Let me re-sentence it
We may not keep the promise.
& jyea.Its likfe
& we follow our path were the destiny had brought us.
Whatever you said,i dont care.
Just forget aytes boy.?
To a friend.
what syazzy siad is right
abbbbsssoooluuuteeely right.
& thanks syazzy for always standing by my side.like always.
You know when i need you
I mean i always need a friend like you
care if you do to read her blog
& i just want to say,
i dont want this problem became more bigger.
dont fight about me.
Hell yea ,
syaf,the words you said really hurts.
Maybe you dont know hoe i felt.
Yes & yes.
stop it.
DONT BE A HYPOCRATE !
She doest hate you okay.
DONT THINK BEYOND NOR
DONT REACT.
DON"T BE SARCASTIC NEITHER.
god damn it.
Well, im keeping this feelings alot.
Eventough me & her is now "A-okay"
Theres more.
&&&& i hate braging about this fucking stuff okay !
I love syaheezah,ilove EVERYONE !
Yes
E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E
You may for now be a friend of mine.
You might be.
The second time.
dont you ever take me as granted.
I may be a centre of a diamond ring.
& i wonder...
nah forget it.
Just put the blame on me okay.?
for everything
i dont know if i deserve this.
But i take the blame.
Cause i dont want to lost my friends like the last time
Maybe, just maybe you dont know whats in my heart or you may
For now,
I,Nur Syaieqah Bte Abdul Jalil
Apologize fort what i've done.
& im sorry people for giving you problem that you shouldt face,
its i who should face it.
dear friend,my trust for you is no longer there.
Prove me.
You girls know me the best.
Im lost,tell me what i should do.
But i always handle problems on my own
maybe i should keep the feeling about you.
& Syaheezah just wants the old you
& please dont misunderstand dont think beyond.
How bout this.
I live my live okay.?
Thought of giving a letter, but i just keep it anyway.
i prefer keeping it to myself.
duh, you know me.
Well,dont want to hurt your feelings more deeper.
i am sorry.okay.?if its not enough then......?
so,
To readers im sorry about this thingy all that.
okay,
ily !
take care bby love.
LAST ! Top okay just stop you making me moree...
& ama , she hates seeing us in fight so as nad.
C'mon.
I AM SOOOO SOORY YYYY.
WITH LOVE.
SYAIEQAH AY TON.
