Read FarahDyaa Blog.It struck me,A paragraph that make me realized,My mistakes&my wrong.It make my tears went out,The meaning of Disguised.Got problem that i can't fixed,Life seems to be miserable,We must face the Consequences,You must accept what god given you right?Its hard to believe what happening to me right now,im losing my love ones,now i know how,Zabid,Syafiqah,Mon&Fad feels,Trying to calm down myself,Really hating my life right now,FarahDyaa sentence make my mind open up.It jut there but never spoken.A way of life,That sometimes you just cant forget,The happiness&sadness,Why must this happen to me.?Maybe i did something wrong that i shoul'dt do during the past,What more to say,people cant change me,Only me myself can change.A girl who love to smile &Make jokes,but not anymore,she lost a person who was always there for her,Too bad that person said:Goodbye,without saying other sentences,Todays date is when my Great Grandmother pass away,Woke up,feeling damn sad,The last word she said to me was "Study Hrd,Achive high,Be what you want to be,No one can't stop you" she said that in Malay,But i do not know how to translate it.Sh e was the one who had been by my side,She was the one who said"A girl may not be strong outside,but a girl is strong on the inside,a girl must bare her consequences,A girl can't give up,Don't care what people said about you,Your beauty &Your heart" when i read her blog,i remember what she said."People are not perfect,They are born not to be,Girls aint ugly,They are so Beautieful inside.A girl would grow&Be a woman,Only you can change your future its started with you" Mom said i change what she meant?I kept thinking about it,Change?Hais,Im sorry mom,I grow old so do you,She said i really change alot,not like the last time.Yeah im not perfect,im not pretty&im not that clever,i know myself,There is more people who are,Prettier&more cleverer than us.The last one she said "In life dont you give up,make you mom happy,show what you got,my dear grandaughter,u have lots of talent,i know you,Fly if you want to"like she said no one can stop me.If i only do the right things dont stop me,When im doing the bad thing say to me,let me know,Cause im blind to know it all.FarahDyaa,Thanks alot,Her topic do make me remember of My Great Grandmother. Eventough it bring me tears in to this,Now i know,its never too late,dont regret on the first place.Labels: A word that she said is"Goodbye"
