Those Memories
Grabbed from Fana since she asked me to update.
2ESTELLA-Buddy[S] 2009.
Before i wrote anything , i would like to dedicate a song for these wonderful lovers that had guide me through for 2 years. The Song ; I can wait forever- Simple Plan
. That song is meaningful to me .
; When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away,So I
try to find the words that I could say.I know distance doesn't matter but you
feel so far away,And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray,And I
want to come back home to see your face tonight' , Cause I just can't take
it.Another day without you with me,Is like a blade that cuts right through
me,.But I can wait, I can wait forever.When you call my heart stops beating.When
you're gone it won´t stop bleeding.But I can wait, I can wait forever.It's like
every time I turn around I see your face.The thing I miss the most is waking up
next to you.When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay.I know it
feels like "forever"I guess that's just the price I gotta pay.But when I come
back home to feel your touch makes it better.Until that day there's nothing else
that I can do.
Dear 2E '09 .
Words can describe it. Words can be said , But words could not show my love towards you. 2 years, yea , we are splitting up.Well even tough its not the end , im gonna miss ya.If you ever fall,get back up.So , Friday was our last day , kay i mean being as a class.ATIQAH THANK YOU FOR THE CHOCOLATES.Touching indeed. Those letters , those words , those tears , those smiles , those laughter's , im gonna miss it. I'll miss singing in the class loudly and dedicate a song . No one complains unless i get so irritating.I'll miss singing with,Sheren,Iza,Hidayat and Miera , eventough i may see her in training but it wouldn't be the same.Rihanna song , with iza and sheren,band songs with Hidayat.Lots and lots of songs with Miera. Teasing you all,shouting in the class, nagging in the class when you did wrong , giving advice to each of you. I'd still remember 5th of January 2009 , my birthday , the 3rd day of school,you sabo me , at the 5th floor. The times whereby we collected the news paper at Bukit Panjang,We collected the most because of our hardwork and bonding.We've change as times goes by . We get to know each other deeper.Erm , Excursions?Science Centre , Singapore Discovery?(im not sure?) and yea more . Programmes like , Life Skills;playing games and Vocal Lesson during Sec Ones . P.E lessons , the laughter's the jokes the incidents,it was fun. Captain Ball,Frisbe,Badminton,Floorball and lots more . I can type a bunch of words but it won't tell my story of love towards you . Getting scolded by teachers , cause we keep doing our mistakes and being so foolish and playful.And then when our teachers scold , we do take it seriously but we would tend to laugh. Catching eachother around and round inside the class. Giving jokes to eachother.When one of us would be in no mood , we would all show our care. I'd still remember when i cried cause i failed 5 subjects during sec1 , and ALL of you comfort me , giving me strength,wipe my tears , encouraging me to pull everything through,Hugged me.Not only the people from 2E/1E were there,the 2F/1F's too.We would always bully eachother and tease teachers and they would laugh.When we play,we play , when we learn,we learn . A class wherby i won't forget.Still remember sec1 Orientation., Whereby the first time i get to know each one of you ,and as time past were were so close.Sitting together during free period,making lots of noise and at the canteen too.Yes we were all wild.AND ! i still remembered during Sec One we would always get scolded cause that cat fight.HAHA. and , two months ago we did a film , Remember?Hajar,Umar,Fana,Sheren,Miera,Atiqah and all?? And Dayat,Apiq,Syafiq,Dani being the cameramen and and , the Chinese students would be our Spectators?And the rest of the sec 2 class would stand outside and watch it. During our break the 2E and 2F would ALWAYS do something together,going out of the class , and talk and laugh with eachother,Well all i can say is ,
1E'2008 , 2E ' 09 ; I love and we'll miss you.
Do me a favour? Watch the stars and the moon at 10 pm , and if there is non , means that i need you , and i'm missing you.
Well, No matter what happens,
I'll still be the oldest in our class.
i miss you people calling out my name , and you make it so looong ,
'Syyyyyaaaaaaaaaiiii'
and the malay peeps would call me Kak Aye Ton.
and you all would call me 'Eh Shy Fox !'
i've always treated you buddys like my own .
ily , muah.
With Lots ,lots and lots of <3
SYAIEQAH!

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Say Goodbye cause thats all i am able to say.
Okay well , today was kinda a sad day,and yea also fun and enjoyable.CD / CT was the best period.Got to know my overall results,and Alhamdulillah i passed.Well and the most touching part was when Ms lai said ' i'll be giving you papers , wrote somethings to your friends.' We all rushed to the teachers table to look at our results.We were all damn nervous,right after,we went to take the paper , and wrote something memorable to each and everyone of us. I cried getting it from , Umar,Danny,Shekyn,Wani,Miera,Iza,Sheren and more. Atiqah told me face to face , i burst my tears out. and we spent 20 minutes in the class talking about our memories.I'll miss 2E really much. Well tak mu lupe kawan yer . Then went lot one to spend time with them.Then , slack under a block fo 15 minutes, with Wani,Miera,Shekyn and Sheren.Then me,sheren and miera went to slack for awhile and sheren went back left us 2 alone and yea like pernormal went to teck whye market.Im alright,i'll be fine,i'll move on for sure arwah , i'll miss you
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And the rain falls
): Mom left with brother leaving me and the rest at home.Hais, kay laa.Bye.I want to go........

A great Impact.
It was 2 in the afternoon,We were having our lunch and mom phone rang.She received a message.I look at her face and i knew something was not right.Mom then passed her handphone to dad,Dad face changed , He then passed it to me,I was shock. All i can say was 'inalillah' . We were then had no mood for eating but it was a company lunch appreciation day ; my dad's company.It was head at Great wood Park Hotel . I started to cry.And then wipe my tears off. at 245 we left the Ball room.Went to pray for awhile and off we went to Tampinese.First step in , i saw her crying. ; She had lost her husband.Then i meet my aunty,she lost her dad. I knew him as a great strong encouraging man.I still remember my visit to that particular house with him still alive. 2 person that i love left me this month of October. Aunt then told me about what he wanted when he died ; pesanan yang terakhir. I wanted to cry but i was trying so hard not too. Cause i know Allah Loves him more.And then pray for Asar.I asked god to forgive his sins,let him rest in peace.More words could be type right now .He was a one great man , the last time you see him as a strong healthy man and by the time you knew it , everything had slipped. Went to his room , do some prayers, i cried it reminds me of all my Arwahs. But one thing i knew all of them were great.I love you Arwah Jamalludin.Tomorrow,will be heading there again,besok baru kebumihkan.
Bye , )':
Someone call me can? ..... i love you ... )':
aand will miss you

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And the heart never lies , but it just did
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okayy,Upcoming birthdays?
Er , Syasya Ruzana,Hidayah - 23 Octo(tmrw) haha kena sabo ah !
Peeqa - 30th Octo !
kau no more? tell me tell me . HOHO.


Hello readers ,loves.Before i forgot i want to wish all the people whom is taking their O levels.Good luck and yea all the best .School , yes the best i tell ya.Except for the person that did not attend school was MeeraKecyk and yea Kenneth.I just heard about what had happen and i believe the whole class felt you.Its been a long time that we had not been spending time with eachother.I mean those bonding things that we used to do and the most of it was BC,block catching.Oh people please turn up for school so that we can play block catching for the last time before we split up.And yea that BBQ thingy i am not sure if i can turn up for it.Block catching this tuesday alright?P.E was really funny played captain ball.Hope this tuesday most of you all can make it. ^^ . Subject Option Talk had been really important for us. We had been listening attentively.When teachers said the word 'retain' our faces would turn cramp.And whispers could be heard and the class would be noisy and everyone would stare at each other and everyone would hold their heart as if its gonna burst or fall and everyone would brathe loudy and teachers would be like ' whats wrong with these pupils.?' Laptop is now spoiled and now im using brother's computer since his not at home im taking some time to update.I miss eating chocolates you know and drink coffee. Yea i will be missing my classmates , well think about it. I hope i can take D&T for next year,insyallah.
Dear Friends of 2E,

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the loves ^^
remember friends , i love ya. hey 2008-2009,its been two years we had been together.Well like i said 2E,i'll still be the oldest.HAHA. And yea still your Syaaaai.heh.
The Strong Bonding.
Block catching , Singing in class together , all the loud laughs it was a blast.!
:D Kay Bye , Take Care loves.



And ya i cant online . HOHO.

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I look so good without you
Everything is back to square 1.I need someone right now,anyone?maybe no.I can't sleep well these days and i don't know why . School was fine.

October Babies.
I want to say ,
Happy Belated Birthday to
Kak Tiq - 15 Octo
Fathinah(little sis) - 16 octo
WakMan-16 octo
NurulHazwani-19 Octo
AND AMIRAH lalala bangs , masih ingat horr,, love ya babeh =D and i miss ya so much and the others too ):
and lastly too Arwah (: 20th
Er anymore?Nope okayy then

Bye !

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I MAY NOT BE UPDATING THAT OFTEN !
Training had been yea kinda a tuff and fun but i dont want to brag about it.In fact,we learnt alot of lesson.Im blessed that he had share his experience with us. It maybe naggy but it makes sense.Im not going to blog daily like i used to cause i've learn ,my lesson.Eh DAD IS HOME .He bought me a Billabong bag which is a beauty and yea crocs,purple colour.Thank you daday.Thursday , went jalan raya with my girls,it was fun.ILY babehs.There was,Me,Meera,Mia,SyaSya,Ama,Syazzy,Miera,Hidayah.Well there were alot of pairs,Mia with Miera;black ,Hidayah with Syazzy;dark light green,SyaSya and Meera;purple , well Ama wore white and i , i wore brown so yea we decided to pair up.Ama and me ; brown+white?=chocolate milk.
Ama,upload the pic aites?Tomorrow maybe going raya with B Girls.From this line onwards is not about training its about what im facing.

Life had been difficult for most of us.Because as we grow up theres more obstacle to come.Sometimes in somethings we tend to blame ourselves.Having problems,to share with someone,it is just not me.Well,i dont know why , but nowadays i do not feel like sharing anything with anybody.Trust ,well thats half.I would bottle everything up.Swallowed it .I thought that now,everything gonna be fine,but it isn't.Maybe i depend to much on Allah.Yea my one and only.I believed Allah and love Allah so much.Maybe i depend on Allah like soooo much , .Yes now Allah want to show me something.Something , that not everything in this world seems like what they are . Look inside peoples eyes,you see the bad and the good.Like most people said,move onnnn,forgive and forget,get over it and so on. Those words are easily said.But deep inside , its pain and hatred.How many tears you cried in the night?its uncountable.I can express my looks but not words that i want to said,it seem speechless.You want to say it but then its inside you that keep on saying,'ohh well it would be over soon' I guess i was wrong.'Forever'?Well, the only word that i dont trust.Forever?What is the meaning of Forever,it means something but i guess i need to suffer more to find out what it is.I thought that i'll be find and to have someone to cry on and to lean on.Now , my friends are having problems but i dont want to add extra weights to them.Cause i know if im suffering and having problems,Some people are facing more beyond that me.And if that person is strong,im gonna be strong.And if that person survives,im gonna survive too.If that person sacrifice alot more than me , i guess i was thinking about myself too much and not others.I was blind,not opening yp my eyes big enough to see what i needed to see,maybe i had ignore it too much,now , God wants to show me something.I'll keep on believing and i'll never give up.No matter how much it hurts me.Im gonna be patient and endure everything.Fate?it is . Miracle?It happens only at times. Love?hah,most funny cute word.

With love,
[S]yaieqah .

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